SERIOUSLY. I WANT OUT. FOR A BETTER LIFE AND A BETTER PERSON

Tajuk dia mcm ni sebab aku ni nak berubah. dari yg jahat kepada yg lebih baik.
dari jalan yang bengkok ke jalan yg lurus, yang dari kurang ajar kepada yg terlebeh ajar :) kepada yg ganas kepada yg lebeh lembut. kat perimbun tu bukan orang tak tahu nama buk tu. sebut je msti org ckp "ouh buk tu, die mcm jahat doe." kalau cikgu2 pulak "ouh fareed tu, die mmg nakal, suka melawan ckp cikgu,suka tidur lama lame dalam kelas,suka bising dalam kelas, suka itu suka ini." dia tak tahu aku tak suka dia. :)) semalam aku pge KEM MOTIVASI SENTUHAN HATI selama 2 hari 1 malam dengan bayaran sebanyak rm30 sahaja, dekat UKM BANGI. walaupun rase mcm skejap sgt masa motivasi tu, tp byk yg dpt aku belajar. care2 nak berjaya. care2 utk belajarr. care2 nak SUCCESS la senang cite. tp tak smua orang bole berjaya kalau tak dapat restu mak,usaha,sembahyang,azam,tekad,nekad,mahu,nak,perlu. tak senang nak dpt tu smua.
ari terakhir kat situ USTAD SOPIAN SALLEH atau manusia pendek yang aling kelakar pernah aku jumpe berjaya buat 140 warga perimbun yang kuat menangis teresak2.
aku pun menangis. waktu die suruh bayang kan ibu dan bapa accident or ape2 waktu dalam perjalanan nak ke seklah jumpe cikgu kite sbb ite nakal kt skola. aku mmg sgt2 terase sbb byk kali kot bapak aku kne dtg skola. lepas tu smua org menangis. suasana yg td riuh dgn gelak tawa bertuka mnjadi suram,muram,sedih,pilu,terguris,rindu kt mak ayah. lepas smua dah selesai kite bersalam salaman dgn 2 orang ustad USTAD AGUS DAN USTAD SOPIAN SALLEH. sekali lagi aku gugur didewan itu sebaik dipeluk oleh ustad itu dan dibisik perlahan2 oleh ustad itu supaya aku berubah dan mulakan cara hidup yg POSITIVE. selepas keluar dari dewan tu aku rase mcm aku org yg baru. jiwa,rohani yang baru, kosong bagaikan seorang bayi yang baru dilahirkan. 0-0 kate ustad. aku rase seperti orang baru. aku tak kenal siapa it BUK 2hari yang lepas. aku nak berubah. berubah untuk keluarga,bangsa meLAYU kita. insyallah..

I LOVE TO

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SO I CAN BE THE BOY U WANT ME TOO

there is sometimes when we can barely breath while we thinking of HER OR HIM.
stiff em up little soldier. just think that HIM OR HER is always by our side and insyallah we can breath stronger then ever. U THINK YOU STRONG IN FIGHT? BUT UR BRAIN IS IN YOUR BUTT.i`ll strive to we get back together dear bluesand :))
wahh. tah ape tah mengarut ni.
sebenarnya dah takde idea nk dibuat. heh. layan jiwa jela.
:)

A TINY VOICE SCREAM

come on and let me out
u`ll never regret letting me out
u`ll know the reason to let me out
if u dont and im gonna prove you wrong
THIS IS A SON FOR MY REVENGE

DEAR EX`s

Let me pretend that you’re still by my side
Let me say things that I know you’ll never hear
Let me feel that I still have some pride
Let me just wipe the escaped tears
Let me say your name once more aloud
For your mocking ghost around me to hear
Let me laugh at my illusions and scream out
Here’s a fool left with no heart nor a future
Just let me
Let me alone in my reality
And let me
Let me chase your shadow in my dream
Keep on dying in your life
Reminiscing all your lies
Let me
Just let me be
Let me treasure those moments shared together
Please don’t let me stain my memories with tears
If you must just fade away with the summer
Let there be no more spring in my coming year
If only one day you’ll just come to me
Say straight to my face how much you hate me
So that I can stop thinking of you
And all that we’ve been through
So let me be
Just let me be
Just let me
Let me fly up with my broken wings
And let me
Let me bleed until I finally heal
Keep on trying to survive
Within all this love inside
Let me
Just let me be
Just let me
Kill you in my mind
Don’t you be
No more in my eyes
Just let me
Kill you in my mind
Don’t you be
Don’t you be
No more…

PLEASE DO IT AGAIN BABY.

knape tajuk dia mcm mengundang? haa ade lahh. penah tak kau rase maluu yg sgat2?
benda yg suppose to be a private but slalu je orang bace dlm blog kau bodohh!
ape yg i rase, things that i do to you. pergi laa cerita kt orang.
mcam lahh i did those things tanpa sebab kann. post la lagi banyak2. kutuk la i puas2. msti rase mcm best gila buat mcm tu kann kann ? me too bebeh :)

i am ur worst nightmare
i am the demon
i am the chosen one
i am the head off all satan.
i am the kid who destroy ur live.
i am the one who changed ur PW.
i am the one who maki maki u :)
i am the black representer
i am the serial killer
i am the raper
i am the evil.

puas kan hati ? FUHHHHHHHHH

V DAY

SORRY V DAY MEAN NOTHING TO US. SORRY I MADE UR V DAY SUCH A TOUGH DAY.
MANA HADIAH? hehe.