Saturday, December 19, 2009

DOA UNTUK IBU


kau lah ibu ku yang ku rindu setiap detik dan waktu
ingin ku ungkapkan rasa cinta ku terhadapmu
tak pernah jemu mendidik ku sejak dari kecil pun
walau bagaimanapun ku melayan mu kau kan tetap membisu
namun ku pahami perasaanmu.
amat ku kesali segala dosa yang ku lakukan
tanpa sedari mengalir.. air mata ku.
dan mengenang kan segala. PENGORBANANMU
IBUUU...
TUHAN BERKATI LAH PERJALANAN IBU KU DIDUNIA MU
MOGA DIPANJANGKAN UMUR IBU KU.
AGAR BISA SELALU KU BERTEMU DENGAN NYA .
-AMIN-

Saturday, December 12, 2009

updating....

after a long time i didnt update my blogspot. now is the time to update i think.
sebenar takde idea nk ckap ape. mcam dah blank hbis dah otak ni. cuti bosan skola bosan lepak bosan kelua bosan tidur best makan best kne kejar ngn polis best. err. takot gila kot mlm smlm. aku ngn budak2 saje2 je pusing dlm kmpung bt10 ni pkul 3am and suddenly radiocar block kiteorang and semua start lari lintang pukang. lari means guna motor la bodoohhh. and last aku ngn dek am je dok kne kejar lari. naseb baik aku dpt lpas and dek am kantoi. waktu kite tepon dia, dia ade kt balai kajang . heh .tak tahu ape jd kt dia

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i fall in love with a stranger

it seem like yesterday we used to laugh and smile together. ilove those great time with u. at that time i dont think i need another women in my life. but why now?
after 9 strong months you are pushing me away. aku tau kau tetap malu aku bf kau. kau tak payah nak simpan. aku pun dah berubah hati kat kau. bukan aku tak sayang kau , tapi ape yg kau buat kat aku tu yg membuatkan aku serik and takot ngn kau.
good luck in your exams.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

REBORN

this is who i am
this is what i have to face thru my life
this is the one that i love
this is the one that i hate
this is the cause that i suffered
this is what i cried for.
this is what i laugh for
this is what i stand for.
this is the thing that made me strong and stronger

THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. THE GOOD OR THE BAD. THANKS FOR MAKING ME A MAN. V

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

MISSING THE OLD DAY

today was real2 tired. and im still wondering whats going to happen the next day. im tired being hide from OTHERS. u know what i mean. heh. today was very tired sbb biasa la kann dah pge skola tu msti la main kejar2 dgn cikgu remy. heh. ponek laii.
today i stare down at HER and wishing her can smile back at me. i know i scared u but i still know who you are. i wish we can be like the old days. laugh and talk about others for hours. i know deep inside you you still wanted that. i miss us and you know how much iloveyourcousin. will you live your live living or will you spend your live spending? V

Sunday, November 8, 2009

DEAR MAMA


You are appreciated...

When I was young, me and my mama had beef
17 years old kicked out on tha streets
though back in tha time, I never thought I'd see her face
ain't a woman alive that can take my momma's place
suspended from school, scared ta go home
I was a fool with tha big boys breaking all tha rules
shed tears with my baby sister
over tha years we wuz poorer than tha other little kids
and even though we had different daddies
tha same drama when things went wrong we blamed mama
I reminised on tha stress I caused, it wuz hell
hugg'en on my mama from a jail cell
and who'ed think in elementary, heeeey i'd see tha penitentiary
One day
running from tha Police, that's right
Momma catch me--put a whoop'en to my backside
and even as a crack fiend mama,
ya always was a black queen mama
I finally understand for a woman
it ain't easy--trying ta raise a man
ya always wuz commited, a poor single mother on welfare,
tell me how ya did it
there's no way I can pay ya back
but tha plan is ta show ya that I understand.
you are appreciated......



Chorus
Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya

Ain't nobody tell us it wuz fair
no luv for my daddy, cause tha coward wuzn't there
he passed away and I didn't cry
cause my anger, wouldn't let me feel for a stranger
they say i'm wrong and i'm heartless
but all along I wuz looking for a father--he wuz gone
I hung around with tha thug's and even though they sold drugs
they showed a young brother luv
I moved out and started really hang'in
I needed money of my own so I started slang'in
I ain't guilty cause, even though I sell rocks
It feels good, putting money in your mailbox
I love paying rent when tha rents due
I hope ya got tha diamond necklace that I sent to you
cause when I wuz low, you was there for me
ya never left me alone, cause ya cared for me
and I can see ya coming home after work late
ya in tha kitchen trying ta fix us a hot plate
just working with tha scraps you wuz given
and mama made miracles every Thanksgiving
but now tha road got rough, your alone
trying ta raise two bad kids on your own
and there's no way I can pay ya back
but my plan is ta show ya that I understand
you are appreciated.....

Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya

pour out some liquor and I remenise
cause through tha drama, I can always depend on my mama
and when it seems that i'm hopeless
you say tha words that can get me back in focus
when I wuz sick as a little kid
ta keep me happy theres no limit to tha things ya did
and all my childhood memories
are full of all tha sweet things ya did for me
and even though I act craaaazy
I got ta thank tha Lord that ya maaaade me
There are no words that can express how I feel
Ya never kept a secret, always stayed real
and I appreciate how ya raised me
and all tha extra love that ya gave me
I wish I could take tha pain away
If you can make it through tha night, there's a brighter day
everything'll be alright if ya hold on
it's a struggle
everyday gotta roll on
and there's no way I can pay ya back
but my plan is ta show ya that I understand
you are appreciated.......

Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya
Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya, Sweeeet Laaaady

this is me. the name given is farid ikhwan but everyone call me BUK. why buk? ask ur mum. the age is -- living stressfully in cheras and like to go to any hardcore show.
fav band is have heart,verse,champion,50lions,kotm and many many more.
hating hardcire posers nowdays. well everyone have their time to be down and up.
aku pun rmai otai2 tak suka mula2 dlu. biasa la kannn. heh. love najwa and hating HER. may god bless me in all time :)

FACE THE REALITY AND BE A MAN DAMN IT!

FAMILY.sape yg xnak ade selalu kan? tpi kdang2 bila dah ade dekat dgn korang, korang rase tak best, terganngu, kne kong2 bla bla bla. aku lagi nak 2 smua dari idup xda makna. im just living my life to spend the time. hormat and sayang. tu yang penting dlam family utk dapat ape nk seorang anak nak. mcm aku xde smua tu weyh.

LOVE



This is NURUL NAJWA BT AHMAD YALANI. she`s 17 and i love the so dammnn much. gods know how nuch i do love her. back in the days we used to laugh and laugh and laugh again.
we had a gooood time. now she`s taking on a big test in her life.SPM. so im giving thr space to focus on her study. aku tau kau xleh lari mane2. hahaha. i hope we gonna stick together in all kind on bad thing that get thru our life. i will live my live spending on u. i love you bebeh :)